告别2007

今天是2007的最后第二天了。。回顾2007，对我来说今年过得还蛮充实的！（当然啦~有哪一个jc学生的生活是空荡荡的~)

2007我做过的，比较特别的的事(not in chronological order...)

1. Our first concert--Harmoc n guitar concert 2007! my effort s all there! n also Singapore Youth Festival!!

2.sandcastle building--hello? not small one, but big ones!!

3.walked from AJC to sembawang beach-- twice!! (chased by dogs at 3am~~)

4. slept at pavilion twice--once at sembawang park, once at east coast park

5.cycled at 2am~ at east coast park

6. stayed up e whole night, clubbing, McDonald-ing, sitting by SIngapore River

7. Drank alcohol in a pub(well, one sip only~i m a good gal pls~)

8. Went geylang, saw a prostitute who looked like 50-year-old sailormoon

9. Went sentosa a few mins after some1's suggestion, during A level period

10. Spent most of my non-sleeping time in study room for months..

11. The most number of times i cried in a within e certain period-- so stressful.. so sad.. so touched.. in dilemma.. anger....so many things for me to cry

12. Survived through my A level!!

13. Performed in oldham hall performance fest-- as an auntie~, oldham hall drama--ke lei fe only lah~~

13. Prom!

14. Watched e so-far-most-beautiful-i-ever-seen fireworks in sg

15. Left Oldham Hall.. n din cry when i left!!

There r also things tt were really memorable, which are either too sad for me to mention, or jz i find them unsuitable to b posted here. But no doubt, they are carved deeply on my heart.

SO, 2008 s coming!!

This s really gonna b a year v uncertainties. I dunno wat i wil b doing in this year, where wil i b staying.. will i b studying o working or travelling or wandering? wat r my temporary jobs--teacher or DJ or babysitter or jz some operator? will i b studying in sg or australia or malaysia? will i b studying pharmacy or speech pathology or health science or media?

For 1 thing i know, I m gonna b Happy!! this s wat i really can choose without hesitation!!

2008 HERE I COME!!!

叫我许老师！！

我要当老师了。。。在新加坡一件邻里中学教华文和生物。我是这间学校的唯一一个teaching intern!!!教华文应该没问题吧！生物？呵呵，要开始读中学的生物课本了。
昨天去了中学看看，校园挺小的，教职员人数好像也不多。见了我的supervising teacher,是母语部的主任。和她聊了很多，包括她的教学宗旨，我的责任，接下来母语部要推行的计划等。她还告诉我这间学校的学生有时会很顽皮，老师说什么都听不进去，有些还会顶嘴。（主任说我是辩论员，面对顶嘴的学生应该不会有问题~）
看来我这一个月有很多事情可以忙的了。从来没想过我的第一份工会是教书，而且老板还是新加坡教育部。呵呵，昨晚新闻报道新加坡教师薪金将增加，拥有3年经验的教师年薪有5万多块新币。。。不错不错。。会不会有一天我去当老师呢？看看我这一个月来的表现吧！
新年后我就要去NIE上3天的课，然后观察一个星期，接下来就我上阵教书了！加油哦！

My sweet little niece

My niece s has been staying in my house for a few weeks

This 7-year-old gal s very cheerful, witty, talkative, sensible, naughty, chubby, fair... (er herm.. many relatives said she s exactly like me when i was a little gal)

Yesterday night, i was checking bus service online... seeing me checking maps n laptop, she asked me wat i was doing.. i told her yiyi s going to work in sg.. need to take k of myself, find my own transport. Then, this little gal said in a very serious tone, 姨姨你要好好保重。。haha..笑死我。。又很感动~~

after tt, she said she wants to help me find jobs in kuching~ suggested me to sell wan ton noodles in kuching~then she said cannot cannot.. yiyi shud b teaching.. so she said she wil help me to ask her sch to c whether i can teach there..haha..

later, i told her i m going to jb today, going to sg on 27. After some while~ she was crying!!! cried v tears~ i asked her y.. she said, 姨姨明天就出去了，晚上又没有回来，我27号要回kuching了，这样我不是又没有见到姨姨了？？then tears rolled from her eyes~ omg.. i nv know she s so attached to me~i always kacao her, tease her, n joke v her~ n she likes to say 我讨厌姨姨~~

我看她哭到这样可怜~很心疼~就抱抱她。。after tt.. my sis told me my niece was saying, "after i go back kuching, yiyi wil go sg, then yiyi wil go australia.. my sch holiday s in march. yiyi dun hv sch holiday in march!! then i wont c her lah?? she wil go there for 4 years leh.. by e time she graduate, i wil b studying in uni already!!"(ops.. this one she s kind of naive~ she has many more years to suffer b4 she goes into uni~~) then she cried somemore~

aiks.. such a sweet gal...

as i m blogging, she s concerning how long i wil b staying in sg, wat time i wil leave home tmr~~

Game rules:For those who are being tagged, you need to answer 20 questions (choose any 19 questions from the one who has tagged you, and add 1 question of your own). Send it to at least 8 bloggers and you will get all the blessing from everyone. You can't tag the one who has tagged you.

1. What is your dream when during your childhood?
No need to sleep, so that i can play n watch TV all the time..

2. You prefer rainy day or sunny day? and why?
Rainy day. A nice weather to laze n sleep for e whole day!

3. What colour do you like most?
Baby blue

4. If you ever have a chance to tell 1 phrase to your love, what would it be?"
I love u (e simplest yet the most meaningful sentence..)

5. Which place in the earth do you want to go the most?
The place where my loved one is situated..

6. What would you do when you are in deep sadness?
Cry

7. What do you scare to lose in your life?
The drive to move forward

8. If you ever meet someone that you love, what would you do to her/him?
A hug. Hugging is the best language to express love. (copied directly from waikit)

9. List out 3 good points of the one who tagged you.
Sensible, sensitive, critical in analysing

10. Until now, what is the moment that you regret most?
So far, no

11. Which type of person you hate most?
Selfish person

12. What is your ambition?
Contribute my best to the society (Dun laugh, i mean it.)

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
Do not care abt other ppl's well-being

14. Christmas is coming, who would you like to celebrate with?
My loved ones

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
Appreciate happiness

16. When do you wish to settle down?
Hopefully by 28, partly depending on my Mr. Right loh..

17. If you are given a chance to inherit a personal quality, what would it be? (My question)
Carefulness. I m a careless gal!!

18. If you ever want to let go something in your life, what would it be?
Nothing. All these bits n pieces make my life as a whole.

19. One food in your mind right now!
Ice kacang

20. What is your motto? Y not stay happy when u hv e right to choose between being happy and sad?

Tagging: William, Howard, Shan Zheng, Alan, Lim Kian, Jyy Yn, Jie Min, Samantha!

I love this song!!

The 1st time i listened to this song s when kianseng dedicated this song to peishan n me when we were waiting for SPM results.. it was played at suntec city, e fountain of wealth.. love this song so much!!

Marriage..

Went to my uncle's wedding banquet few days ago. So happy tt he s finally married!! I used to wonder y he cant find a suitable gal.. he s a nice man v decent job n look n family background, he s humourous~ finally he found his gal!!
Looking at e bride, i was thinking.. wow.. i think i shud get married earlier, b4 30... if not when i bcome bride, i wud hv wrinkles, crow's feet n everything tt shows my age.. aiks.. bride shud b very pretty d mah.. i m not pretty already, still add on all these meh.. dun want dun want~~

Then, i used to think i want to hv 3children.. but, yesterday as i went to e banquet, i met many relatives. Suddenly i hv soooooooo many cousins.. wow.. nv realised tt there s a baby boom. No doubt they r seriously cute, but then v so many kids running around.. it looked quite scary. My aunt, who has a 1.5 year old boy was busy chasing the super energetic boy... he ran to e stage n tried to destroy e sound system. Another 3 cousins were on stage also, trying to figure out how come e cake s fake, y e mike cannot work, how does e champhagne taste~~ omg.. as one of e "adult" sitting near e stage, i was busy chasing them too.. i cant imagine if all of them r my kids while i still need to work at day time~ i wud pengsan~~~

MArket..

Went to e market v mum today
DIn go there for quite some time already, since i went sg to study
Today sis n her family s r coming back from UK, i supposed mum had to buy a lot of stuff, so, as a filial (huh?? haha) daughter, i decided to go market v her
SKIP skip skip.....(e details like wat we bought etc etc)
bought breakfast at my fav shop.. OMG since when did they increase e price from 70cents to RM1!! ridiculous!!-- well, although e price s high, i still choose to eat tt cos this s my fav... bo bian~
went to grandma's house, had breakfast v her, chatted v her using TeoChew.. realised, my teochew s like my malay now~~ worsen since i went sg~~

Hello?? can someone tel me wat shall i do?

Now waiting for A level results, supposed to b a great time for me to slack, but then, hello? 19-year-old gal slacking for months? not quite sensible right?

So, actually i hv planned sth for myself:
1. I got internship offer from MOE to teach for a month, salary s $1000, quite a good program cos i get trainings etc etc
BUT! i m waiting for aus uni offer, which requires me to b in australia in early feb. So if i get e offer, i shall not work but use january to prepare stuff...
BUT! MOE wants my reply b4 22nd!! -- so i shall tell them e truth, tt i really want to accept e offer, but i may quit if i need to go aus..
2. Heard tt some frens whom i knew via Broadcast Journalist competition got some jobs from FM95.8, via phone call. Which means, i may get e chance too!!but then i m in m'sia now, even if they call me i wont receive e call!!! omg~~ ok.. i shall email them n say, "hello?? i m free n available!! pls approach me if there s any opportunity!!"
3. Shud travel v my frens in malaysia. But then recently floods r all over malaysia, somemore sis's family s coming back m'sia tmr.. i shall spend time v them right?? but after they go back i wont hv time to go around msia liao... ok mayb i wud hv, if i cant get any desired uni n course..
4. Wat if i really cant get any uni in Aus? i shall wait.. do some work.. join Work n Travel program to go US o New Zealand... then find some relevant internship to confirm my path..

oh well, seemed like i know wat i shall do liao.. haha.. blogging s a way to plan too!!

再见，oldham hall!

坐在宿舍房间里，等12点下楼吃午餐，然后就要离开这个住了2年的宿舍。。。

时间。。过得还算挺快的。。我不会说“不知不觉”地过了2年，而是精彩充实的度过了我的初院生涯。昨天晚上的prom,就是为我的jc life画上一个完美的休止符。(待续。。)

回到家了。。昨天回到家就睡到今天早上，因为prom过后整晚都没睡!

昨天婉欣走的时候和我拥抱了挺久，眼泪不知不觉地就流了下来。。真是的，不知道为什么这么多愁善感。但是，想想，这代表我们2年来所建立起的友情。如果我和她不算朋友的话，那么说再见不过是一句话，没什么难的。雪芬离开的时候也抱了我一下，我感受到泪水在眼眶里打转。。。我怕我是泪眼汪汪的离开宿舍，所以赶快就逃离现场了~~

午餐和佑春一起吃，收到他最后一个在宿舍的“lunch!” sms..呵呵，每天的午餐晚餐都会准时收到“lunch!”和"dinner!"的sms。不知道我们会不会在澳洲相遇呢？

weiken今天很迟下来吃，我受不了一再的向每一个离开宿舍的人说再见，所以决定越快越好的离开宿舍。所以没和weiken一起吃午餐了。

还好，我离开的时候佑春和weiken都在忙着check out，没和我临别依依，都是匆匆的说了再见就走了。josiah, ten, darrel都在宿舍门口送别。天空下着绵绵细雨，还好手上的行李有够重，分散了我的注意力，我一滴眼泪都没有流哦！

上了170号巴士，本来打算一路睡到关卡的我竟然没睡觉，忙着sms向班上的同学说再见。谢谢大家2年来的照顾。。。。新加坡，byebye!!

(说不定我还会在新加坡念大学~~~)

我的志愿

小学时作文的题目。。。小时候看到这个作文题的时候就会很庆幸，我的志愿嘛，这么容易的题目，洋洋洒洒的写了一篇，文笔通顺，内容切题，A!!可是不知道为什么，这个题目的难度好像随着我的年龄的增加而增加。。。前几天回家，看到小学时的通讯录，里面写的是40多个小脑袋瓜的联络方法，毕业感言，和志愿。原来很多小孩（我那个年代吧？）想要当设计师。。呵呵。。榜上有名的包括设计师，老师，医生，律师，不错，典型的“我的志愿”看看这些老同学现在的状况，大概只有一个人正朝着自己的梦想前进，在印尼念医学系。。其他的，还远着呢，不然就是像我一样，已经转移目标了。。转移目标？我的目标是什么？呵呵。。。很乱。。。待会儿要去agent那里问看我还来得及报名吗。。我怕啦，这个决定是目前为止我人生中最大的决定。我很幸运，经济方面没什么大问题，但是就是这个“我的志愿”在搞怪。。当兴趣和志愿有分歧，或是有超过一个兴趣一个志愿时，就会像我一样，"the road not taken”。。。。

生日快乐

说说我如何度过我的生日吧！
生日前一天晚上，头痛。很早就去睡了，因为知道12点时电话一定会响~
结果才睡了一阵，忽然看到两个人影在我面前，死命喊我起床~~原来是两个朋友买了雪糕当蛋糕为我庆祝。至于为什么是在12点之前呢？原来因为还有一个住另一层楼的朋友要一起庆祝！结果，我看他们吃了雪糕，然后再去睡觉~（要生病了还吃雪糕咩~）要回去的时候，朋友叫我帮她拿手袋，看到了一本吴若权的书。她说，呐，你的生日礼物。。我回应：“屁啦~”（没想到他们会送书本给我嘛~原本希望会收到一只小熊soft toy的。。）“是真得啦！”oh really?? wow!! 我很喜欢吴若权！！真的很喜欢这本书。。全彩色的呢~舍不得看。。

还没12点。电话响了。是我中学时其中一个最好的朋友！！打来祝我生日快乐的，因为知道12点一定打不通~感动~
12点啦！收到几则sms和电话..其中一则让我super感动--中学时的死党隔天有STPM试卷还等到12点才sms我。当然怨了一下，不过不要紧啦，真的是很surprise,以为她会考试考到忘了~
过了一阵，怎么少了一个应该会打电话给我的朋友的电话呢。。原来他通过别人送了我一只熊soft toy..oh my god!! 我这一辈子第一次收到soft toy bear呢，高兴到~~在床上滚，呵呵。。很怀疑自己的形象是不是很“我不喜欢绒毛bear~”，活了18年都没人送我呢~一个在印尼念书的朋友也很意外的记得我的生日。。和几个来我房间向我说生日快乐的朋友聊到2点，我就很开心的睡着了。。
早上一起床，惨，耳朵和喉咙很痛。痰的颜色竟然是橙色的，还有血丝。。很不愿意的在生日这天去看了医生。下午就和朋友去新山玩了！花了一个下午买了很多东西--原来我很typical,逛街的女生是不会累的，即使吃了药还是一样精神奕奕~
晚上本来要去danga bay玩，结果哥哥困在车龙中，还下雨~我们就继续逛街~
去哥哥家住了一玩，回宿舍。生日隔天才知道ahm做了一个小小的蛋糕给我，但是我不在！最后还是有吃到啦~陆陆续续收到很多sms,即使很多是迟到的，但better late than never!!

总之，生日快乐！！

我好幸福哦。。。

最近有几个人告诉我，“你开心快乐就好，这样我就开心了。。。”
oh my god...原来我的快乐会让爱我的人也感到快乐。。。
真是太幸福了~~~

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忽然惊觉，我又即将经历一波离别。。不知不觉，两年就这样过了。从去年踏进宿舍第一天的陌生，到现在的默契，是通过不少碰撞，磨擦才造就的。和她们的友情，其实真的还算不上什么情同姐妹，完完全全的理解对方，但是和她们相处就像在早餐时喝美禄一样—一个惯例性的动作，那么地自然，但是早餐硬是不给你美禄，你还是可以照样活下去，就是觉得少了点什么。吃饭前要scan卡。出门前要book out。Roll call要到了不要去冲凉。右边那间冲凉房的门要用脚从下面勾着加上用手从门缝用力扯才开得到。住久了就会有归属感—不论你是不是真的很喜欢这个地方。

等一下国婷就要离开宿舍了。虽然我知道我们还是有机会碰面，但是住同一屋檐下，天天见面，一起吃饭出门逛街玩耍聊天煮maggie curry instant noodles的日子应该是没办法重演的。。其实她们第一次让我感受到姐妹淘意思。。就可以在她们面前提到自己喜欢的男生也不会觉得尴尬，有什么感想也可以马上和她们分享。。这两年的相处，应该是前世修来的福，让我遇到了一群可爱的朋友。不知道我会不会哭。很可能。虽然说经历了这么多次的离别，但是这次我应该还是没法做到那种“friends come, friends go“那种豁然的心态。。。

Bye bye...

一直都很期待考完试的那一天，考着一张又一张的考试，心中暗喜：两年的scholar生涯要结束了！终于要把压在肩上的担子暂时放下，休息一阵。。对于考完试毕业离开宿舍等我只抱着开心，期待的心。刚才和一位朋友聊天时，他问，我是不是又开心又伤心呢？huh?伤心？为什么？噢。。毕业也代表我得和这两年来认识的朋友说再见了。说没有感觉是骗人的，但是，friends come, friends go..所以，我只能在心中祝福大家前程似锦。。。我的gang，婉欣去美国，佑春去澳洲，weiken应该去美国，国婷丽英多数是在新加坡。。我呢？真的不知道。。。世界很大，所以。。以后应该是各走各路的，再次同住一个宿舍的几率应该是0。但是，我感谢老天，让我认识了一群要好的朋友，让我在新加坡的日子精彩了很多。。没有朋友我就不是我了。。。我受不了没有朋友，孤孤单单的日子！！开始担心我回家后会不会习惯一个人睡一间房，一整天看家里的墙壁，和电脑说话，等爸爸妈妈放工才陪我。。。。

biye

一直都很期待考完试的那一天，考着一张又一张的考试，心中暗喜：两年的scholar生涯要结束了！终于要把压在肩上的担子暂时放下，休息一阵。。对于考完试毕业离开宿舍等我只抱着开心，期待的心。刚才和一位朋友聊天时，他问，我是不是又开心又伤心呢？huh?伤心？为什么？噢。。毕业也代表我得和这两年来认识的朋友说再见了。说没有感觉是骗人的，但是，friends come, friends go..所以，我只能在心中祝福大家前程似锦。。。我的gang，婉欣去美国，佑春去澳洲，weiken应该去美国，国婷丽英多数是在新加坡。。我呢？真的不知道。。。世界很大，所以。。以后应该是各走各路的，再次同住一个宿舍的几率应该是0。但是，我感谢老天，让我认识了一群要好的朋友，让我在新加坡的日子精彩了很多。。没有朋友我就不是我了。。。我受不了没有朋友，孤孤单单的日子！！开始担心我回家后会不会习惯一个人睡一间房，一整天看家里的墙壁，和电脑说话，等爸爸妈妈放工才陪我。。。。

2 more papers to go!!

GP MATH ECONS CHEM r over!!!
left 2 more bio papers!

well.......
报告战情的时候了。。。
so far... math还好，econs全军覆没，chem普普通通，gp要看老天的造化。。。
bio...application 的syllabus 到底是什么连老师也不知道。。。
只能希望会和prelim一样容易。

就这样啦！

This s horrible...

it is 2.14am now
wat m i doing here?
damn it....i cant sleep
i dunno y
i hate this feeling
somebody pls help me to get into sleep, n grant me a good night's sleep
it has been happening

wat a sad request
let me sleep

A level s coming!!

A level s really coming.. wah..
a mixture of feelings now
excited, bcos after this big hurdle i can finally enjoy some stress-free life...
worried,bcos compared to UPSR PMR SPM, this one s really challenging...
not confident at all~~ haiz...
everyday study study study~~~
wah~~

nvm.. bear v it for a few more weeks!!
n freedom shall b mine!!!

I m a matchmaker

I hv 2 frens who like each other.. other ppl all can observe already yet they stil dun want to admit~
then ytd night, i jz want to kaypo, to know whether they really like each other~ so i persuaded e guy to confess to e gal~ talk talk talk for a while~ suddenly e gal told me e guy confessed to her liao~ wahhaah....damn funny weh~
both r my frens, especialy e guy.. one of my best frens liao.. hehe brotherhood!! few days ago he baru said if i want to join their "brotherhood" i hv to treat them bak kut teh.. siao~so rich meh
now he has to treat me for giving him e courage to confess.. hehe...

Feel like i m a matchmaker now.. haha..
anyone wanna confess but lack of confidencE? tell me tell me~~ let me counsel u...

不乖

最近我觉得我好像不是妈妈的乖女儿了。。。
昨晚打电话给朋友，讲了挺久，花了挺多钱，不乖
读书时想东想西，不乖
起床了，读了一会儿书又睡着了，不乖
收拾被单时，没有折，直接弄成一团枕头盖着，假假很整齐，不乖


考试要到了，还在写blog,严重不乖。。。。。