So this is what I am given..

NUS- Business admin
NTU--School of information and communication

Where is my pharmacy course?
Seemed like it is not in Singapore
Or God is pointing another better path for me?
Maybe i should just accept what i have now?
Well.. i shall see....

等待

怎么还没来。。
难道这次真的出事了？
不对啊，该做得我都做了
唉。。别担心太多，该来的总是会来的。。
迟来也不是不可能的。。
听到朋友如释重负的口气，恨不得自己的也马上来

如果真的不如我所愿的话，就出那下策吧。。
反正，人生都是这样起起伏伏的。。
迟点开学也没办法。。
谁叫自己当初。。。





不要想歪啦！
我在等大学的通知信！

来来来！猜中没奖！！

欢迎收看我猜我猜我猜猜猜！！
guess what is this??
hehe.. no prize awarded if u r correct =P
but then i will salute u for ur intelligence and creativity!!

今天

5月20号。。
呵呵。。记得去年的这一天，国婷说5月20代表我爱你--听起来有点同性恋　
以后如果我生孩子可以选日期的话就选在5月20日
多浪漫。。
(ok我今天发花痴，不要炸我。。。)

昨天看了《蓝色大门》这部电影
里头的女生A暗恋一个男生，喜欢到去收集着男声用过的东西--矿泉水瓶，运动鞋，周记等杂物
哇，暗恋都这么正经八百。。
忽然觉得自己好像没有年轻过~我暗恋人从来就没有做这些的。。

女主角是同性恋。一个喜欢上自己闺中秘友的同性恋
她对喜欢她的男生说，你十七岁在烦恼自己升不升得上大学，尿尿有没有呈直线，真幸福。。。
说的也是。17岁本来就应该烦这些，如果像女主角一样烦自己的性取向还真的是有得烦。。

19岁，是不是会烦得比较多？

会哭的小孩有糖吃

觉得“会哭的小孩有糖吃”这句话很有道理
很多时候，你不说不闹，人家都不知道你要什么
很想要的东西就应该说出来，去争取
因为除了过新年，很少大人会主动给小孩汽水零食糖果的

有时，哭了闹了大人还是不给，就是因为他们觉得那些东西对你不好
这样就算了，反正是有理由的，我认了
但是我的原则是如果你不给我糖果，请告诉我为什么，不然我会一直闹闹闹~~~

最怕的就是，你什么都不说，还装成一副不在意的模样，那你完了
因为当糖不够派时，你第一个壮烈牺牲。。。
不然就是，反正你都不要，我自己吃了。。

到时你才哭也没用了。

Bar or Bus?

These pics r taken when i took a bus from NUS to Dunearn Road few days ago. WOW! It looks really like a bar! The seats r quite cosy, but I wonder what is the purpose of setting the table since "eating or drinking is not allow in bus for the comfort of all passenger" The number of seats in the bus s quite limited too, but i guess this route has very little passenger gua..

Then, i m a bit surprised by this!

I can actually download the songs played in the bus~ cool!

However, recently I m quite fed up by the public transport. Since taxi fare increased, the number of passengers taking bus n mrt increased significantly. Now i m a typically working "Adult"now, so i travel during peak hours.. urgh.. so crampy, smelly....

Hopefully the frequency of buses n MRT can increase, but not the fare pls cos adult fare s scary!

Muar+Tampin+Melaka Trip

Few weekends ago, i had a gathering v wanxin leyying and guoting.. yeah they r my good frens i met in singapore! That time, I was in Pontian, Guoting in Muar, Wanxin in Tampin n Leyying in Singapore.. n we din meet up for quite a while dy.. so we decided to hv a gathering!!

Since pontian s a bit far from tampin, i went Muar to meet u guoting 1st..
Muar.. i went there for a few times when i was active in student reporter. So when i had to wait for guoting for a few hours in muar town, i had a good time "loitering"!! At night, went to guoting's house.. haha her house was full of females! i din c any male at all (cos her bro wasnt home yet by the time i went to sleep)

The following day, we were drove to Tampin. Wanxin was the one who came to pick us up! Surprise! After lunch at her place, we went A Famosa to see animals 1st while wanxin went to pick up leyying..
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT IS THIS?








Then, we headed to the water world!! wow it s so fun!!! the most memorable game is "High Speed"-- something like a slide where player slides down from abt 4 storey's height. It was quite 'OH MY GOD" cos i din even get to shout-- not only because it s quite scary, but the water splash nearly chocked me also!

After exciting games, we took our time to enjoy in the wave pool.

After all those nonsense, we went back home to shower, then dinner.. At 12am, we r supposed to sleep already right? NO!! We went out for tampin's famous SATAY!!! the succulent pork v a little bit burnt edges plus spicy peanut satay sauce.. wow.. nice! After tt, we 4 gals finally got to sleep in the same room!! Happy!! Chatted for a while, but soon we all fell asleep. Cos we were really exhausted after the day!

Next day, we went Melaka for breakfast.. Then, we took different buses to go back to our places..
A short but enjoyable trip =) looking forward to our next trip!

I m waiting...

Urgh.. seemed like many ppl got their acceptance letter already
They got their 1st choices..
Where s my acceptance letter har.................
NUS.......... NTU............(anyway, NTU can u giv me my 2nd choice instead of 1st?)

学生是最幸福的。。。

Started my new job on Tuesday, n i feel so drained when it s only Thursday today...
My job, is called Admin assistant, which means, sit in front of the computer, type type type, print print print, filing, answer phone calls........ all in a small office with only 2 more auntie-colleagues, and 2 pastors as my bosses --ya, pastors r my boss cos i m working for a church.

The office is smaller than a classroom!! Today, i spent whole day in office just to do Bulletins ( the handout given when u attend church service on Sunday). Oh well i never know that it can b so tedious to prepare Bulletins!! SO many small small things to take note of! So, those Christians who take bulletins every Sunday, pls dun throw them away hor! Appreciate it! Hard work u know?

Worked from 9.30pm til 7pm today, din even step out of the small space to have my lunch cos my colleague gave me some beehoon. Din meet more than 6 ppl today at work.. Din do anything meaningful to other ppl... This s certainly not the type of job i want to do in the future. I would rather be a housemaker then~ Students' life s e most enjoyable one!! I cant wait to go back to school already!! STudy more more more, do sth that requires higher level of thinking...

Anyway, i m here to learn something
This time round, i m learning to be careful -- my biggest flaw is i m very careless!!

Alright, no more typing cos i hv had enough of typing today........ Mz rest dy!

a joke

我说：“你是猪。”你说：“我是猪才怪！”从此我就叫你猪才怪。终于有一天，你忍不住当着众人的面对我吼道：“我不是猪才怪！”

haha.. this s super funny!!

"I love you forever!!“

在friendster里兜了一会儿，发现不少人喜欢把自己的另一半的照片也放在friendster里面。如果是那些平时的合照再加上轻描淡写的叙述，应该很“正常”吧！毕竟，是情侣的话，除非是远距离的，不然常常在一起吃饭念书出街是无可厚非的。

可是呢，就发现有些人也喜欢放上那种两个人正在接吻的照片，或是就直放情人的独照，然后写上大大的 i love my dear forever!!...

哦。不错。对自己的爱情很有信心。相信天长地久。

然后，晃到另一个朋友的friendster..之前他的friendster里面充斥着两个人的甜蜜合照，看得我羡慕死了~！最近，听说他们分手了。。朋友情伤得蛮重的。。刚才，看到他的friendster里面连一张那位女生的照片都没有了，取而代之的是很多很多自己的自拍照。
呵呵。不错。不爱别人了就自恋多一点吧。人不为己，天诛地灭，是吧？

所以，恋爱中的人是不是应该在friendster facebook里面贴满合照，向世界宣布自己已经是not single not available,让身边的朋友也来分享你的喜悦，然后，如果choi choi choi分手了才来花多一点时间删除照片，换status，想办法把对方从自己的生活剔除？

我觉得。。如果不是地下情，没有什么特别原因而不想公开，就顺其自然吧！
看到顺眼的漂亮照片就贴上去，什么i love u my dear forever就免了吧，如果我love you forever，不必用扬声器让每个人都知道的 =）
（ok 我不是很相信love forever,但也要尝试嘛~）

p/s: Sorry KS!! i had to blog in chinese~~~dunno how to express in english lah..

Making decision..

How nice would it be if a decision can be made via coin-tossing...
However, you can only do so when both options are equally good (or bad...)
When there is a slight difference, you would try so hard to scrutinize, evaluate, weigh..
Just to make a right decision, or rather, just an intelligent guess?

Dad is random~

After dinner, Daddy was asking me what i would like for breakfast
I said, oh I want XXX nasi lemak!
He happily agreed to my request.
After a while,
Dad: U want nasi lemak right?
Me: Ya
Dad: I buy u YYY nasi lemak when i go there to hv my coffee tmr (YYY s his fav coffeeshop)
Me: NO (in a decisive tone, but smiling)
Dad: 很好！有个性！

ok.. like this also called 有个性~
wat a cute daddy i hv! =)

UK trip

Back from UK for a few days dy.. Post some beautiful pics here 1st before i write my journal =)

睡不着。。

Maybe it is due to jet lag, or due to excess sleeping, or the cups of chinese tea, I cant get into sleep tonight~
It s 5.57am now, which means i din sleep at all for the whole night
Stayed up till around 3am, watching grey's anatomy season4
Then tried to get some sleep... My brain din want to sleep yet.. keep on thinking about uni application, employment, relationships~

Got up at about 4.30am, to apply uni..
Finally applied to NUS n NTU
Hopefully I was conscious enough to make the right decision
Hopefully I can get my 1st choice
Hopefully my ambition is really my ambition

Wanna sleep dy, good night
Nope, good morning i should say =)

大选过后。。

大选过后在笨珍拍到的照片...
国阵的成绩连交通灯都惊讶到忘记怎样运作了？

不是啦~这是常常出现的情况
反正马来西亚人就是厉害，随机应变，交通灯坏了还是知道怎样驾车的=）

面对这么多的选择，我该何去何从？

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth

下一步

成绩出来了！--我指的是我的考试成绩，不是大选成绩啦~
我这个人，真的是很有考试运。以前考ASEAN scholarship的时候，很多成绩平时比我好的人都靠不上，我却幸运到拿到一个不敢奢望的奖学金~
对我的成绩还算满意，但是有一点怀疑自己能不能进到NUSpharmacy..
看到我的成绩单，妈妈和舅母问我想不想读finance, business之类的，她们觉得我的性格也还蛮适合的，而且可以赚很多钱，呵呵。。
昨天去了教育展，申请了3间澳洲大学。如果拿不到NUSpharmacy, 然后又不想念别的科系，我就得等到明年2月去澳洲了
忽然发现，以前很向往的NTU school of information and communication其实好像很容易进！之前认为我的GP一定没办法达到入学要求。。现在竟然也可以进了。。所以。。要还是不要呢？。。。

下一步棋，该怎么走？

Typing speed

60 words

Speed test

then.. second try...
69 words

Speed test

haha.. i guess this s really my best dy~~
must practise..
how?? via MSN? haha...

既期待又怕受伤害~

就是这个星期五了~！
A level成绩就要出来了。。。
我两年的心血。。虽然成绩并不代表一切，但也是非常非常重要的~！！
不像UPSR, PMR, SPM, 这个A level真的是决定我的未来的一个重要因素
然而，这也是我考过最没有把握的考试
之前那些考试，如果有B的出现就是坏消息了。。
这次。。。如果没有C就算是好消息了~至少我是这样认为的
如果。。我拿到3A2B或更好的话，我就会大肆庆祝！
如果。。看到C的话。。GP或econs的话，我就认了。。
如果。。chemistry biology mathematics任何一个是C的话。。各位，请不要来烦我。。

我。。要。。庆祝！