我好幸福哦。。。

最近有几个人告诉我，“你开心快乐就好，这样我就开心了。。。”
oh my god...原来我的快乐会让爱我的人也感到快乐。。。
真是太幸福了~~~

...

忽然惊觉，我又即将经历一波离别。。不知不觉，两年就这样过了。从去年踏进宿舍第一天的陌生，到现在的默契，是通过不少碰撞，磨擦才造就的。和她们的友情，其实真的还算不上什么情同姐妹，完完全全的理解对方，但是和她们相处就像在早餐时喝美禄一样—一个惯例性的动作，那么地自然，但是早餐硬是不给你美禄，你还是可以照样活下去，就是觉得少了点什么。吃饭前要scan卡。出门前要book out。Roll call要到了不要去冲凉。右边那间冲凉房的门要用脚从下面勾着加上用手从门缝用力扯才开得到。住久了就会有归属感—不论你是不是真的很喜欢这个地方。

等一下国婷就要离开宿舍了。虽然我知道我们还是有机会碰面，但是住同一屋檐下，天天见面，一起吃饭出门逛街玩耍聊天煮maggie curry instant noodles的日子应该是没办法重演的。。其实她们第一次让我感受到姐妹淘意思。。就可以在她们面前提到自己喜欢的男生也不会觉得尴尬，有什么感想也可以马上和她们分享。。这两年的相处，应该是前世修来的福，让我遇到了一群可爱的朋友。不知道我会不会哭。很可能。虽然说经历了这么多次的离别，但是这次我应该还是没法做到那种“friends come, friends go“那种豁然的心态。。。

Bye bye...

一直都很期待考完试的那一天，考着一张又一张的考试，心中暗喜：两年的scholar生涯要结束了！终于要把压在肩上的担子暂时放下，休息一阵。。对于考完试毕业离开宿舍等我只抱着开心，期待的心。刚才和一位朋友聊天时，他问，我是不是又开心又伤心呢？huh?伤心？为什么？噢。。毕业也代表我得和这两年来认识的朋友说再见了。说没有感觉是骗人的，但是，friends come, friends go..所以，我只能在心中祝福大家前程似锦。。。我的gang，婉欣去美国，佑春去澳洲，weiken应该去美国，国婷丽英多数是在新加坡。。我呢？真的不知道。。。世界很大，所以。。以后应该是各走各路的，再次同住一个宿舍的几率应该是0。但是，我感谢老天，让我认识了一群要好的朋友，让我在新加坡的日子精彩了很多。。没有朋友我就不是我了。。。我受不了没有朋友，孤孤单单的日子！！开始担心我回家后会不会习惯一个人睡一间房，一整天看家里的墙壁，和电脑说话，等爸爸妈妈放工才陪我。。。。

biye

一直都很期待考完试的那一天，考着一张又一张的考试，心中暗喜：两年的scholar生涯要结束了！终于要把压在肩上的担子暂时放下，休息一阵。。对于考完试毕业离开宿舍等我只抱着开心，期待的心。刚才和一位朋友聊天时，他问，我是不是又开心又伤心呢？huh?伤心？为什么？噢。。毕业也代表我得和这两年来认识的朋友说再见了。说没有感觉是骗人的，但是，friends come, friends go..所以，我只能在心中祝福大家前程似锦。。。我的gang，婉欣去美国，佑春去澳洲，weiken应该去美国，国婷丽英多数是在新加坡。。我呢？真的不知道。。。世界很大，所以。。以后应该是各走各路的，再次同住一个宿舍的几率应该是0。但是，我感谢老天，让我认识了一群要好的朋友，让我在新加坡的日子精彩了很多。。没有朋友我就不是我了。。。我受不了没有朋友，孤孤单单的日子！！开始担心我回家后会不会习惯一个人睡一间房，一整天看家里的墙壁，和电脑说话，等爸爸妈妈放工才陪我。。。。

2 more papers to go!!

GP MATH ECONS CHEM r over!!!
left 2 more bio papers!

well.......
报告战情的时候了。。。
so far... math还好，econs全军覆没，chem普普通通，gp要看老天的造化。。。
bio...application 的syllabus 到底是什么连老师也不知道。。。
只能希望会和prelim一样容易。

就这样啦！

This s horrible...

it is 2.14am now
wat m i doing here?
damn it....i cant sleep
i dunno y
i hate this feeling
somebody pls help me to get into sleep, n grant me a good night's sleep
it has been happening

wat a sad request
let me sleep

A level s coming!!

A level s really coming.. wah..
a mixture of feelings now
excited, bcos after this big hurdle i can finally enjoy some stress-free life...
worried,bcos compared to UPSR PMR SPM, this one s really challenging...
not confident at all~~ haiz...
everyday study study study~~~
wah~~

nvm.. bear v it for a few more weeks!!
n freedom shall b mine!!!

I m a matchmaker

I hv 2 frens who like each other.. other ppl all can observe already yet they stil dun want to admit~
then ytd night, i jz want to kaypo, to know whether they really like each other~ so i persuaded e guy to confess to e gal~ talk talk talk for a while~ suddenly e gal told me e guy confessed to her liao~ wahhaah....damn funny weh~
both r my frens, especialy e guy.. one of my best frens liao.. hehe brotherhood!! few days ago he baru said if i want to join their "brotherhood" i hv to treat them bak kut teh.. siao~so rich meh
now he has to treat me for giving him e courage to confess.. hehe...

Feel like i m a matchmaker now.. haha..
anyone wanna confess but lack of confidencE? tell me tell me~~ let me counsel u...

不乖

最近我觉得我好像不是妈妈的乖女儿了。。。
昨晚打电话给朋友，讲了挺久，花了挺多钱，不乖
读书时想东想西，不乖
起床了，读了一会儿书又睡着了，不乖
收拾被单时，没有折，直接弄成一团枕头盖着，假假很整齐，不乖


考试要到了，还在写blog,严重不乖。。。。。

shopping spree..

today wanxin n ley ying n elin n i went out to do some shopping
not only "some", but super a lot... very tiring
for me to choose har.. study for so long o shop for so long, i wud rather study...
but luckily i got e things i want.. =)
bought a dress, a pair of shorts n a pair of sandals..
i really feel tt gals in shopping malls, especially where sales r held, r very horrible
accompanied ley ying to buy her shoes, i sat in a shop tt gv 70%discount
it s like.. battlefield~~~ omg~~
i think e guys who work there r quite pitiful.. everyday they c gals' ugly side.. haha
btw i think i wont ask my bf to shop v me.. very ke lian to make guys wait wait wait for u while u happily try on ur clothes in fitting room. But shopping v ur gal frens r nice.. like today everyone of us took one pile of clothes n tried.. laughed at each other in fitting room, giv comment etc etc... this s enjoyable~ luckily euchoon n weiken didn follow us, if not they will die there.. bored to death.. haha

feel quite guilty to spend so much time shopping.. mug now mug now!!
tmr s thanksgiving dinner....

残酷的口福

这是从星洲的网站转载下来的。。。看了觉得怎么人类这么贪心，自私。要吃鸡鸭牛羊猪鱼虾，可以，反正食物链就是这样，但是有没有必要这样残忍呢？不能够就直截了当先结束他们的生命后再烹煮吗？还有什么熊胆填鸭的，就一定要吃这些吗？如果吃来救命，就算了，但也要尽量用人道的方法！

殘酷的口福updated:2007-09-07 16:26:49 MYT
過生日的那個晚上，朋友邀請我到一家稍有名氣的餐館吃飯。進了餐館包廂，從服務員手中接了菜譜，朋友先點了幾道“普通”菜肴，然後在服務員強烈建議之下，叫了一道喜氣洋洋的‘團圓扇子’。名字這麼輝煌的‘團圓扇子’，端上來後，我們竟然發現只是一條首尾相接、形成一個圓扇形的鱔魚。我的反應比較慢，朋友卻立馬跳了出來，批評這道‘招牌菜’有點失真、過于夸大事實。那位跟那道菜肴一起出來的師傅，以動作解答了朋友的疑問。用手上的小刀，他將鱔魚的腹部慢慢劃開。只看到亮晶晶的、鮮美的魚子涌了出來，透明而潤亮如珍珠的魚子，一下子就堆滿了晶瑩剔透的盤子。或許，他停在哪兒就好。可惜，大師傅繼續賣弄。他說︰“這道菜肴的難度，在于尋找與采購即將產卵的母鱔魚。在制作的過程，把活生生的母鱔魚小心的放進鍋里的熱油中。受了熱，母鱔魚急于保護自己的卵，在護住腹里的卵的過程，便使勁的躬身。烤熟後，母鱔魚就躬成一個完美的圓形。”我們馬上給嚇呆了，驚訝的說不出話來。這個時候，他加了一句話︰“今天你們很有口福，這條母鱔魚，又大、又肥、又鮮。”口福？名字與概念都好。但，美麗與美好的下面，竟然是哀婉的、殘酷的故事。大師傅強調這道菜肴味道很好。不知道為什麼，拿著筷子的我們，就是不忍下筷，腦海里禁不住要聯想，亮晶晶的魚子，不止是小鱔魚的生命，還是母鱔魚臨死之前，為了維護孩子們的生命，掉落的悲涼與絕望眼淚。 （星洲日報/副刊•文：李國七•2007.09.03）

wah exam s very irritating~

haiz... prelim now.. i m still online.. haha~ erm... to relax myself a bit after today's 6hours 15mins of papers... crazy time table
luckily tmr i hv no papers... if not i will pengsan
e bio papers today r killers... e toughest paper i ever received...
haiz.. y shud prelims b so difficult?
or.. actual A level s so difficult as well??

y m i studying huh???
god pls send me salvation by teaching me math chem bio econs gp!!!!!



alright...finish kisiao-ing
byebye~

Curse the thief!!!

A hostel fren lost $400 in her room! $400!!! it s meant to pay internet fees.. my money s inside too..
wah this thief har... s really cruel! we suspect it s her roommate who did it. Her room r all JC2 students, so bad lah.. prelim now n real A level s coming still do this kind of thing.. make my fren has no mood to study.
Really hope tt there s God to punish those who do wrong things..
Stealing s a crime! if the person s caught, i hope tt e person will b expelled
Even if u really dun hv money, dun steal all lah!! $400 steal $50 still not so cruel. But...alright stealing $1 s wrong already....
earn ur own dollars if u want!

Hari Kemerdekaan

Yesterday was malaysia's national day..
Kuan Chin, as malaysian AHM organised a simple celebration in dining hall

Malaysian boarders, mainly scholars, gathered around a table, n we sang Negaraku..
suddenly, i felt a bit sad...
exporting scholars has become a common trend..
y r we here? Y there s no place for us in malaysia?
i wonder....

anyway, happy birthday to malaysia..
my home, my family, my frens, my childhood memories....r all there...
there s no other place i can love..

A road diverged to two..nope.. to many many many

The same feeling as i felt 2 years ago..
where shall i further study?
this time round, it s more complicated
When i was in form5, all i hav to decided s which kind of Pre-U or foundation
now.. is which country n what to study n which U n how much money i m expected to choose
is choice alwayz a good thing?
well... i shall not mourn, cos i m given e priviledge to choose, despite having all those restrictions...


exam stress s adding on my shoulders... Prelims, then actual A levels, then, boo~!!! all these will b gone n e past 2 years will jz b a dream, except those relationships v ppl i met in during my JC life....

If i hv Doraemon, i wud use time machine to c what shall i b in e future
do i hv doraemon? No
so.. i can predict my future

Queh Sera Sera~~

Nanyang JC Film Festival

went NYJC last night to watch films..
one film s acted by my fren shimin samantha, a really talented gal.. she can sing, compose, good in English Lit n Chinese Lit, can act, play piano n guitar well....(did i leave out anything? i guess so...). E film s romance film.. erm.. personally i find e story quite bland, but i like e edit of e film.. e scene when e guy celebrated gal's b'day in a classroom, v blue lights lit in a heart shape while they sat in e heart shape... wow.. so romantic lah~ but then if u really do this in sch n discovered by teachers u sure die

2nd film s a thriller... at first i tot it wud b funny.. cos thriller shot by students... i dun expect too much.. as long as it does not appear too boliao can already~
well.. end up.. whole LT shouted when e little boy ghost appeared.. then some other scary scenes followed...
er herm.. for me, i dun spend ticket money to scare myself.. but i din expect this thriller in film fest... n.. it successfully "cheated" me to watch a thriller~~~ haha....

one thing i want to comment s-- NY environment s much better than AJC!!! at least they hv space, more study areas~~ n.. it s not so old~
ley ying was laughing at us, saying tt normally flow through scholars wont choose AJC, only direct scholars will b sent there, cos we dunno much abt JCs yet till we study there.. n we dun hv much comparisons~~

aiks~~~ nvm i still love AJC, especially teachers~~
Non Mihi Solum!!
btw~ can math teacher giv me some consultation slot???

high salary woman~

heard from a fren tt her sis jz broke up v bf.. one of the main reason s her sis earns much much more than e guy!!
alamak.. how can this s e reason huh...
do guys hv such strong self esteem?
next time har.. if i earn more than my bf, i will not tell him.. hehe.. jz keep e money to myself~~ such a briliant idea.. can spend e money on my own n not making him feel sad....

well... this shows tt i m a good gal...

一些想法。。

有人说对别人宽容就是对自己残酷
以前，我很赞同这句话，所以常常会对别人有很大的期望，而且要求多多
结果，换来的是别人对我的残酷

后来，我改变方法，能忍则忍，大事化小，小事化无
表面上我忍得住，但是心里却忍到精疲力尽。。。
有时不是心理，是生理上的疲累。。
这验证了对别人宽容就是对自己残酷

人与人的相处是一门非常深奥的学问，不是哪一位大师哪一所名校能教的，要靠自己慢慢摸索，找出窍门。还有一点我觉得很有道理的是：相见容易相处难。。。大概是要让两个人慢慢磨掉自己那刺人尖角后才能和平相处吧?不然就要学着如何裹上厚厚的保护层，避开摩擦。。。可是，人不是应该坦诚相对的吗？

宽容和残酷的平衡点在哪里？坦诚还是遮掩到什么程度是最好的？
我还是捉不到。。。

Blood stains~~

Any idea wat happened? haha.. leying played badminton without wearing shoes.. n this s e consequence!! so scary.. she didnt aware at all until e badminton court s filled v patches of blood stain~~~

School Graduation Certificate..

I was writing my SGC when i suddenly feel like writing blog..
Haiz.. SGC s really a great opportunity for those who like to boost their achievement to do so.. every sentence u write, u hv to phrase it in e way tt ppl will feel tt u r such a wonderful, 天上有地下无....

flipping through my senior's SGC, i realied tt throughout the college life, i didnt hv much "achievement", all i hv r many many many activities. Ａs i write, many memories flashed back in my mind.. well.. how good can SGC reflect ones' quality? i m not sure.. everyone s trying hard to "sell" himself.. i guess our future employee will hv the ability to b critical to all these writing, if they went thru Project Work n did "Evaluation of Material", know how to assess e reliability of data... haha...but wat i know is that i really learnt a lot in my JC life... tough, yet enriching

haiz.. can i write sgc in an emo tone?? i m better in writing emo articles, not factual essays.. as reflected in my poorly written GP essays n my "artistic"articles published in books...